*...Forever Me...*
.Name:Joel*...Count!...*
*...Loves...*
Basketball*...Detests...*
Detest
*...Wishlist...*
.Pass O'Levels With Flying Colors!*...Memories...*
*...Exits...*
This time round when i leave, i'll forget about you, cuz you juz don't cherish my presence. I've been by your side caring for you and comforting you when you're sad, smsed and called you when you're in Malaysia while noone did. But you just don't realise and sometimes ignore me. I always tryta put on a smiling face when i'm with you but, do you know how pain and sad i am inside? I even confessed to you twice and although that time you already have stead, i waited, but once and again you rejected me and stead with others so easily, til now its 22 days since, and it'll end here today, forever.....
Do you know why i gave myself the nickname xSmile? Cuz i dun wanna see you sad and i wanna cheer you up to make you smile, but now, i think there's no use for it.... I might as well give others a chance.
And tomorrow, after the plane sets off, you'll be completely outta my mind, forgotten.....
I'll call you once more tmr when i'm going off, to bid farewell to you once and for all.... Thanks for all the times you spent with me, no matter its happy or sad, i'll cherish it and remember it forever.:)
I'll be new person when i come back, with you washed out of my mind.
And i'll tryta stay cheerful for now even though I know i really can't. TT
Til tmr......................................................
